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Post by dollyrotten on Aug 29, 2020 4:54:28 GMT
I never like to doing this but here goes.
Like others I've come here through an MPA signature, liked what I could see and signed up.
I have no formal diagnosis but had been underweight for a while and was having to hide behaviors and weight loss from my psychiatrist who was watching them more and more closely.
I developed my disordered eating patterns few years after High School but had ed tendencies earlier that I tried to stay hyper vigilante against. Eventually I just grew tired of fighting them. I started restricting and purging through exercise until I hit my lowest weight and my partner confronted me. I tried to recover for them but just became full blow bulimic instead, going out on walks to by binge foods and wine and BP daily hidden in the park.
Now I'm fully weight restore and I hate it and I'm going back to my old ways after my partner acknowledged they we're no longer worried about me restricting unhealthily (probably just satisfied I had managed to stop my drunken BP cycle which was the most concerning issue).
I have to lose about 15kg and I'm looking forward to it, I'm so much happier when restricting.
ps:Sorry in advance I ramble a lot. I have ADHD (diagnosed) and I have trouble slimming down my thoughts to acceptable length when I'm unmedicated. My Bad.
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Post by ghosties on Aug 29, 2020 19:57:17 GMT
welcome to south beach!! we're glad you're here <3
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Post by starvebinge on Aug 30, 2020 22:05:58 GMT
Hi, welcome.
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Post by dafuckle on Aug 31, 2020 3:09:35 GMT
Welcome!
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