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Post by rebecca on Aug 24, 2020 19:20:24 GMT
sometimes i hate drinking water because it makes me bloated
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shiori
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Post by shiori on Aug 25, 2020 18:04:02 GMT
i thought it would be a smart idea to take a video of me body checking bc i thought it would help me realistically see what i looked like and i mean i guess it worked? realistically i look fat, yikes af.
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Post by ghosties on Aug 27, 2020 15:12:27 GMT
..im literally like beyond disgusting. why the hell do i even try anymore.
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Post by doublezerocoke on Aug 27, 2020 22:22:39 GMT
Now that my boyfriend is finished his trades school I keep obsessing over the idea of him going away for work for a few months and me being able to get down to the weight I want even just for a little while and then gain for when he comes back. It makes me feel so damn guilty because I can't stand being alone in my apartment and not having him at home even when it's just for a few days so I know my mental health will be shit but I just want to taste the feeling of BMI 14 or lower so badly and I feel like it would be my only chance. He mentioned he might be going across the country for work and it sparked that idea for me and I just can't stop thinking about it and how deeply I could dive in if given the chance and not being monitored. I'm an awful human being
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shiori
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Post by shiori on Aug 28, 2020 18:47:13 GMT
i HAVE to be under 110lbs by next thursday
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